In psychology, flow refers to the mental state someone exhibits when immersed in an activity.
Feeling my self-consciousness enveloped by nihilism, I stepped into the darkroom. I moved the dying plant between beams of light and the photographic paper through the rayograph technique. This is a restricted yet random projection of consciousness. Additionally, the cyan filter paper enhanced the light’s hue, casting a blood-red color on the paper, which exhibits my exploration of the borderline between life and death.
In this symbol of death where traditional imaging technology is declining and the self-spirit is endangered, I have been trying to find a way out in the darkness by throwing myself into instinctive creation. In the process, I have gained an insight into death through the light and found an answer concerning the meaning of life. Such a random yet restricted creation experience that focuses on meaninglessness has allowed me to achieve my own inner harmony between survival and self-identity.